SasoDei- Lost love Prologue

SasoDei: Lost love

Confused and hurt Deidara watches Sasori.

"Why, un, why did you do this, Sasori?"

"Because I wanted to!"

"But... but I love you, un."

"Oh, come on, sweetie! You are my one and only.... And if you honestly loved me you'd understand that love is much more important than sex. So, don't worry! I just desire you!"

"LIAR, UN." Deidara cries. "You never did, you fucking idiot! Y-you simply used me.... used me and broke me for the sake of your desire,un."

"That isn't true, Dei-chan!"

"Don't dare to use that name ever again, un!"

His voice sounds angrier than ever before. While watching Sasori with his reddened eyes Deidara lowers his head.

"I understand now. Everybody warned me, un.... everybody! But I trusted you, I loved you so much more than myself. Because of that, un, I didn't see what's real. While you, un, flirted with every girl that got in your way, I believed in you. A part of me thought that there was another Sasori, un, the one who was truly able to feel. I hoped to find the one you really are. Well, maybe you truly are that way. Perhaps there's just this emotionless boy unable to resist hurting others for the sake of his fun, un. You... you never thought of what you did to me... the other girls and boys,  un, did you? There never was anybody who reached your heart, un?  But maybe it simply isn't me. May be I am not the one whom you would give your life for, un. I'm sorry..."

"What? Dei! Stop telling such a crap! You are the one, my cutie!"

"I never was, un. There's just you... you, un. No space for anyone but you. Oh, how ironic that I see it now.... now that it's over... Sasori, please, stop caring about yourself that much, un, because you aren't the most important person of this planet, believe me! If you don't you'll end up lonely... un, totally alone. Yes, you definitely will. May be one day I'll learn hating you, un. I wish I could feel like this right now, un. But I... I... un.."

"Dei-chan, come on!"

"DON'T DARE TO USE THAT NAME EVER AGAIN!!!!"

Angrily Deidara punches into Sasori's face, turns around and runs away without looking back.
Noticing what has truly happened Sasori watches him disappear while a bloody tear flows down his cheek.

"What the heck did I do... Dei... I...I truly love you..."

*What did I do?*