Revenge part 15- Deisaso

Revenge part 15

Sasori gasps nervously. They´re already in front of Deidara´s house though Sasori tried really hard to walk as slow as possible. Deidara smiles charming and presses his hand for a moment. Then he opens his front door and lets the redhead in. The inside of the house looks as amazing as from the outside. The walls are in bright colours and the sun shines directly into the rooms which gives them a really welcoming look. Some plants are placed in the  hall and Sasori has to admit that  it´s a really big house.
Deidara turns to him and kisses him lovingly on the lips for a moment then lets go of him. He heads for a door on the right side and walks in. Sasori follows him without saying a single word. Apparently they are in the living room. There are two big white couches and a plasma TV in front of it. The window in this room is huge and you can see the garden through it. On the couch sits Deidara´s mum. She´s blonde like her son and has beautiful green eyes. She´s paler than Deidara and has in contrast to him many freckles. She watches them interested with her lively eyes. Sasori gulps slightly. Then the two of them sit down opposite her.

"So, you are Sasori?!" She smiles friendly.

"Yeah, I am, Mrs. Iwa!"

"Please call me Jane! ..Ah, sure! I now remember meeting you in the restaurant..."

"Um...well... okay then... And yes, we did meet..."

"So where did YOU meet the first time?"

"At school, un," Deidara answers instead of him.

Sasori feels very uneasy under her perusing gaze. His boyfriend senses that and takes his hand again. He caresses it calmly. That makes Sasori feel a bit better.

"You know, you´re Dei´s first boyfriend... Firstly I was really surprised as he told me but I´m not  homophobic. And I  think as long as the person is good for him, it´s okay..."

Again he feels this gaze on him.

*I hope she won´t think that I´m not good enough for him... -Am I worth? Am I good enough for him? Will I simply hurt him? The past... I always treated people like shit... Didn´t give a damn about their feelings... Just playing... Always this game in fear of being hurt myself... But there´s a reason for it... THEM! Isn´t it natural that I behaved like this? And now he´s there... He repaired the hole in my heart. I don´t know how he managed to appear in my life this easy... But now he´s my one and only. He stole my heart... he´s the one for me... I love him! Just him! For the first time in my life I´m happy. Really happy!-*

"Sasori, un?" Deidara shakes him gently.

"...Um, sorry! I was lost in thought!"

"Dei, can you bring some tea and cake?"

"Sure, un!"  

The blonde leaves the room. His mum turns to him again.

"So, Sasori! You thought of what I said, am I right?"

"Yeah, you are, Jane!"

"So, what do you think? Are you good enough for him? Won´t you hurt him?"


"I don´t know if I´m worth being his boyfriend! I don´t know if I am THE one person who can fill his heart and make him happy. But at least I´ll try to do so! He stole my heart and is the one who makes me happy. Admitted I was an total ass hole in the past! I dated girls and made them fall in love with me to play with them... With their feelings... just for my entertainment. Everyone has the right to say that you can´t trust me because of what I´ve done. But your son is the first one and I hope the only one who managed to make me fall in love with him. I barely can be happy without him any more. Everywhere I see his face, hear his voice... And every time when I see him I have to catch my breath. I would be a total idiot if I even thought of hurting him, leaving him. No, I can promise that I´ll never hurt him... because I love him!"

He lowers his glimpse to the floor and blushes crimson.

*Woah, what did I do? I told too much... Hope that she won´t be pissed off because of the thing with the girls... *

xxx

Deidara sits down on a chair... shocked... He heard everything!

*So he really loves me, un... Didn´t know that I´m this far... That he loves me so much... Oh my god! I´m happy, un. But I totally forgot my promise... The revenge... What should I do now, un? Why did I even agree, un? Fuck! I don´t want to hurt him! But...but Leila... Sasori...he´s so cute... Just perfect for me... I thought that I can´t trust him, un... But now I know that he´s telling the truth... No more lies. I arrived where I wanted to arrive! He can´t live without me any more, un. But can I? Can I hurt him? Do I want this to end, un? The promise... Do I have the right to hurt anybody just because he has been an ass hole, un? Everybody makes mistakes, un!? So how could I agree? Do we have the right to break him? NO, UN! I am NOT allowed to do something like that! And I don´t want it any more, un! Want to touch him... hold him... kiss him... stay with him all the time... But never want to hurt him, un! Because... because... I love him, un... But what now? Love or friendship, un? I have to decide...*

Sadly Deidara stands up again, takes the plate with the cake as well as the tea and goes back into the living room.  
His mother and Sasori turn to him. Relief shows in the redheads face and he jumps up to help him. Deidara smiles weakly.
Without saying a word they eat and drink for a while. Then his mother can´t hold on any more and attacks Sasori with new questions.

"Did you already have sex with each other?"

Sasori chokes on his food and starts coughing. His face turns red like his hair. Deidara pats on his back and gives him some tea. Then he looks at her reproachfully.

"MUM, UN!"

"What? I´m just interested!"

Sasori calms down slowly and watches her irritated.

"So, Sasori! Did you already fuck him?"

Unbelieving he looks at Deidara who simply hides behind a black pillow in shame.

"..N-no, I didn´t..."

"Do you want to?"

"Well...um..."

"MOTHER! That´s enough, un! It´s our problem, not yours!"

"Sorry, sorry! I just wanted to know... But please do a AIDS-test! You know... when men have sex it can end a bit bloody... And I don´t want you to die, Dei!"

The redhead's eyes become even wider and his face turns to purple-red. Deidara really wants to shut her mouth.

*Argh, poor Sasori, un! What will he think of her?*

"Hm, at least you can´t have a baby in the future... That´s a great advance!"

Both of them start coughing.

"MUM, UN!"

"Aw, shut up, Dei! I´m just realistic!"

"But you´re embarrassing, un!"

"Anyway, what do the others think of your relationship? I mean there aren´t many gays at school, hm?"


"...I don´t care about their opinions on our relationship," Sasori seriously answers.

"You didn´t have any boyfriends before, did you?"

"No, just girlfriends!"

"So don´t be rough with him! An ass is really tight..."

"MUM," Deidara screams blushing.

"It´s okay, Dei-chan," Sasori says and presses his hand, "she´s just afraid!"

"Yeah, I am! I´m sorry..."

"It´s all right, Jane!"

Deidara leans against Sasori and hides his red face in his chest. He hears the calm heart beat of his boyfriend which makes him calm down as well. Sasori strokes his hair and kisses him on the cheek. Suddenly Jane jumps up and hurries around the couch-table to them. She  hugs Sasori tightly. That makes him jump in shock and gasp.

"AWWWW, you two are sooooo cute! I do trust you now, Sasori! Welcome in our family!"

"..Um, thanks," he answers still shocked because of her change of mood and because of her nearness.

Then she steps back again while Deidara watches her unbelieving.

"Mum..."

"What is wrong?"

"Uff, un! You behave like a pregnant teenager!"

"Puh," she pouts and walks away.

"Where do you go, un?"

"I have to work now! So, good bye Sasori! Ah, before I forget... You look fantastic!"
With that she hurries out of the house.

The two of them watch each other confused and embarrassed.