Naarachen

Chapter 6 I open my eyes confused. I´m lying in a desert... Why am I here? Why am I still alive? I destroyed me... let myself explode... didn´t I? So what the hell am I doing in a desert? It... it´s so hot! I´m thirsty... have to find water... So I start walking while the sun burns on my head. Several thoughts... questions... I can´t explain a single one of them. What´s going on? …................................................................ I´m walking through this fucking desert for two weeks now. Normally I would have been dead already... without any water I would have died within three or fo

Chapter 5 The time passes by. I´m going to fight against Itachi´s brother, Sasuke. I know that this will be my final fight. My last one... because I don´t want any more. Don´t want to live... I do give in. The pain caused trough his death turned into a robot without any aim. The other Akatsuki members had to feed, wash, care for me because I didn´t do anything any more. What? Why should I? Without him... why should I go on living? I didn´t care for me any more. After some time I lost myself in my own little dream world where Sasori was still alive. I almost forgot my real life but then I realized that it wouldn&

Chapter 4 We got the mission to overpower the Kazekage Gaara. Therefore we have to go to Sunagakure. It´s a long way and a really dangerous mission because soon other nin´s will follow us and try to stop us. Five days already passed by and I didn´t give Sasori the chance to touch me again. I stay all the time on my clay bird...even in the night. Sometimes he tries to talk to me... tries to regain my trust so that I´d come down and sleep besides him. But I´m not that stupid! I stay out of his reach and don´t speak with him at all. That always makes him upset. Then he screams and insults me. Though these words h

Chapter 3 For a week I was near death. The fever weakened me even more. Hidan and Konan tried to feed me, to lower my temperature, to calm me every time I woke up screaming. But I refused to eat, the temperature rose and I stopped sleeping. Each time I fell asleep I was in a black room...naked. There I couldn´t see anything but suddenly there were footsteps heading for me... a cruel laughter... This voice! I knew it... Soon the person arrived next to me and watched me for a moment. "Deidara," it said, "You´re lost! I own you, bitch!" All of sudden the pain hit me... the enormous pain from before... and I saw Sasori laughing at me

Sex toy "Danna, un?!" Sasori turns around to face me upset. "Don´t disturb me now, brat! Let me alone!" "But danna..." "Go. Away," he groans. His eyes... his beautiful brown eyes watch me cold-heartedly. There´s no warm feeling for me. Nothing but annoyance and anger. Sadly I turn away to hide the tears which start flowing down my face. Confused and hurt I run as fast as I can away. Away from him... Away from the devil who stole my heart without giving a damn about it. Now I understand. I´m the only one of us who cares for the other one. Until now I had the unrealistic dream...wish... that he loves me... at least cares fo